Ah yes. The classic ‘I want it to be a yes so badly that I’m pretending not to see the obvious no’ situation. The Moon has entered the chat to call you out, apparently.
You’re not being straight with yourself right now. That’s the real pull. THAT is what the Moon is trying to tell you. The answer’s murky because you’re making it murky, and the cards are just reflecting that back at you whether you like it or not.
The Tarot doesn’t tell you to look at your intuition because the deck is too lazy to give you the answer. It is trying to help you to see something far more important than a simple yes or no.